when love is all around.

the most anticipated part(to me), LOVE and friends.

i, had a girlfriend for 506 days. she was my first, believe it or not i had her when i was 19. ive always wanted a girlfriend, but its been kind of hard since no one gave me a chance to love them. however, she was the only one, who taught me how to love. for your info, its already the past. having her was like a dream come true. being the cyber gamer i was, i never went out with my friends. she brought me out to see the world. thought by loving her deeper, it would prove as a form of appreciation. i loved her, a lot... more than anything else. but you never know the future. life is full of surprises, that would just make you go, 'why why why?'. it all happened, and im alone now. memories were so real, when i just imagine or dream. it stays, and i wish it could be real again. i had to accept its over. and i did, with the help of my beloved family, and friends. only then i realised the importance of friends. i had friends back then in school, they treated me like 'band of brothers', but i guess due to gaming, i eventually neglected all of them. they came into my life, waited and waited but i didnt treasure them. now they are all coming back, new ones coming too. i will cherish them. they helped me at work, studies, and esp with my love life. they brought me up to my feet, knowing i could not do it by myself. they spent happy times, and sad times with me. lovely bunch of people. im fortunate to have all of you by my side.

let me recognize the friends whom helped me so much (in no particular order):
sam-the guy whom talked to me endlessly not to waste time thinking of something that stays there, i realised i gotta move on.
claudine-been very persevering in advising me and never fail to help me when i needed help.
serena-a great person to talk to when it comes to love matters, shared with her lots of things and im glad she realised through my experience, that she would cherish her relationship more. thanks for being there.
peirong-my bestie buddy in SHATEC, never say no when i call her, to talk about stuffs. a really nice girl, kept saying you cant find anyone right now. im sure the right guy will come on the right time.
fazi-a great person i knew from mcdonald's. i believe its fate, i will cherish you till the end of time. whatever it is, stay on the positive side of life and you will find the right one soon.
judy-malaysian 'lenglui' who likes to say 'faints'. she helped me understand that we should take life easy, let nature take its course, and of course always be happy no matter what.
ciyue-cute girl, whom has alot of feelings in her, she will become a great person.
munjun-my junior, he has a brain of good advice that helped me much.
nisha-thanks for being fair, and giving me your best advice. it was enough, and that was my first step into moving on.
nana-i always rememeber the time you said i was 'hawt'. thanks adik disayangi.
naddy-great girl i knew, called me cute. keep that smile on always, and i will keep mine on too.
ivy-an indo friend i knew, has always chat with me till the sun set. always been there, thanks lebay:D


to all the friends whom have helped me in every way possible, all of you guys are great, lets be friends till the end of time.


i never felt alone again, when you guys were by my side.

THANK YOU once again.