festive night.

had a rather lonely day at home, alone once again.

days to NS are approaching... part of me looking forward, part of me cant bear to go. im mentally prepared for it, not so for the physical part.

went out with fazi! to watch a movie, 'i love beth cooper'. honestly it was one of the first movies i actually enjoyed the most, esp with a friend. im sure she noticed me laughing every now and then. the movie was inspirational in a way where it say 'you never know life unless youre living it'. to all YOUNG PEOPLE in this world, please enjoy life as much as you can, coz when you grow old, you cant do as much as you can at this age. trust me.
after the movies, went to break-fast at cineleisure-pastamania w fazi. never had a gd impression of the restaurant coz the first time i ate it, the pasta was hard as rubber, and it was soapy like it had been soaked into water for the longest time, the sauce was not mixed well with the pasta, wrong order, and it came really late. take note, its the pastamania at FUNAN IT Mall, fazi had similar bad experience there too. however, i thought that cineleisure-pastamania provided better service, and tastier food too. gonna try the store at harborfront one day as fazi said its her favourite.
happened to saw my mcdonald's colleagues there, namely jacklyne, weiting, yiru, hsuan lin. we took a picture, was excited and happy to see them, at least before i go NS.
soon after fazi and i proceeded to geylang serai BAZZAAR. went around, hoping to get lost but we didn't. bought the most famous putu piring in singapore. surprisingly the queue consisted all chinese people when we bought them. was delighted to see chinese and other races doing some shopping around geylang serai, they makes the festive day more colorful in that sense. bought tapioca chips too. it was my first time roaming around geylang serai during its most peak period and there were less people than i expected, which was good so at least we do not have to squeeze through the crowd. went off as soon as we covered the whole of the BAZZAAR. thank you fazi, for the wonderful informative answers from the the many many weird questions asked by me. i knew more about the malay culture in a way today. didn't know the kebaya, one of the cheapest i saw was at $60.00, what's more its after discount. i always feel that women who wear kebaya are really beautiful! that will be one of the wedding costume my wife has to wear on our wedding day by hook or crook, orelse she will be cooked! day ended as we went back home together by train. great to have fazi around as company. would be looking forward to our next outing when im botak. whatever it is fazi, i hope you absorbed the postives from me, and don't forget to cheer up every day! do not be too nice, too much of a good thing is not a good thing after all... something i learnt from experience.

would like to thank a few people today.

-fazi, for the great company and your time. i was very happy discovering the streets of geylang serai with you, what's more i remembered the cookies you baked, sangat sedap seh! lets exchange cookies one day soon. anyway, youre a great person, you deserve far more better and there are better things for you to care about. always remember that, and this(when you left redpea, i felt as if redpea vanished. your presence has always been felt) too.
-ciyue, for the great chat online. i know youre feeling abit confused and troubled but you seemed to be on the right track, and im glad my 'potatoe field story' inspired you to move on. i will upload the story one day, to remind everyone that we don't be afraid to start loving again when the right time, the right person come.
-nana, who had always been there for me when i was lonely. i will appreciate her as much as i can and here is something to share from her blog,

'terence korkor !im really gonna miss you now that youre gonna go to NS;tekong paradise . i really cant wait to meet you ! even thought you're gonna be in on thursday but dun worry ! i'll msg you everynow and then to make sure you're doing great . i really gonna miss you advice-ing me and calling me adik and your curly hair ! woohoo ! haha . cheer up and be happy always aites :] !'

she misses my curly hair... and perhaps im gonna cut it tml coz heard from my bro that the 'hairdresser' cut anyhow and its better i go cut it before i go in.

im gonna miss my curly hair too!

my family, my friends... and everyone else whom i miss.

its not going to be easy, and i hope i will be fine.