a chocolatey life.

imagine chocolate is sweet, life is bitter.
you mixed them up, it comes bittersweet.


stayed at home again.
my phone didnt ring. nothing at all.
so i text my beloved nana, and got a reply from her.
cheered me up as i was down.
i went online, within split second she greeted me with 'hello!!'.
how sweet can that be?
very very very sweet that is!

had a good chat with sister mursh(a SDC colleague who resembles much like my elder sister-the fierce, sassy, yet with sweet intentions every time!). for your information, she likes to give tough love but doesn't expect anything back. whenever i talked to her, i felt like i had another elder sister to relate to on how i feel. well, she is like, 'im your elder sister, let me help you my little brother'. its a nice and soothing feeling to know that. thanks for being there mursh. youve been a great mentor and person, im glad to have known you.

chatted with mummy on msn too. asked me how i was feeling, replied good and very good. ive always shown her that im a sensible, independant boy, and to prove that i told her not to worry coz im glad she cares. however, when talking about my NS enlistment, i kinda broke down.. inside me. i never thought i would feel sad or lost if i were to go NS. as the days came nearer, i felt it. a feeling that you dont wish to part with your family... esp my daddy and mummy. mummy is gonna send me off with my bro, granny, uncle and auntie. told daddy that he didnt have to go since he had to work, but he seemed sad after that. he had asked his friend to take over him for that morning and he would come later to continue. im touched, and i felt him. i want him to go so much, i will make sure he sees me off. i broke down again... inside. im feeling sad. i love them so much. tears came out of my eyes silently..

anyway, i have told myself to do up my blog by early morning tml? its gonna be simple one that will not bore people who reads them.. hopefully.. esp you nana.


about the chocolate and life.

once again if chocolate is sweet and life is like milk.
you mixed them up, thats the color of life.