090909, and a day more.

its the 9th of septemeber 2009. what a nice date to do many things, like going out with friends, marriage, pinic by the beach etc...
for me, im glad to spend it with my family, and the next day im enlisted to the ARMY, at PULAU TEKONG BESAR(didn't know it even had an address).

im loss for words. don't know how to react. thought of writing a blog entry just in case i couldn't later on. yeah, i guess i never know how its like unless i experience it first-hand, early morning tml at 8.30am.

im gonna be fine! ive told myself, last few months back that i wouldn't feel family-sick when i go in, and i will be strong being alone with my bunk mates.
now all that seemed to change, just one day before. im nervous, sad and worried of many things running through my head.

army is like a paradise, a getaway from school and working life in singapore(always look on the bright side). yes its in a way a benefit to me where i can build my body up, my character and know more friends.
i guess, im in fear of being too busy with NS life, thus neglecting my family and losing contacts with my friends.
to all my family and friends, im also in fear that you will worry about me in NS, concerns such as 'is the food suiting for you?', 'when you cant take it dont over-exert yourself?'. rest assured, i will be fine on all these. one for all, all for one. i will try not to be the first or last, at least im safer that way. cant wait to see the different kinds of people who are living together in this same country with me. its going to be so fun.

im really loss for words now, perhaps i write another post when i come back from dinner later. its weird, mixed emotions.

lets see whether im ready for a botak haircut after dinner.